HELP i HATE WHERE I MOVED!!!?

I lived in san antonio with my mom and four sisters. (Nailah, Zoe, Crystal, And my twin Sydney.) Well my mom seemed happy she had money and could afford to send us all shopping and life was perfect. Then one day she never came home. My oldest sister nailah had moved out when she turned 18 so it was just myself, Crystal, Zoe and Sydney. Zoe is the youngest and is 6 me and syd are 16 and crystal 15. We tried to stay positive about it but two weeks had ped and still no show then we ran out of food. So we had to tell someone. Zoe was forced to move to kansas with her grandma crystal with her stepsister, and me and syd to houston with our dad. Life here is so hard i almost can't bear it what do i do?????????